I think I was too aware of what people might’ve been reading my blog. Whenever I want to make a blog, I often make it well explained and in a way that’s perfect—because I was serving this blog for other people, not for personal. It was exhausting I admit. Like I had to do a research, corrected my grammar obsessions, made it beautifully to be posted on my igs. So it’s just like wanna make a diary but worrying about how I express it in my second language!
I wasn't born and raised in a non-English-speaking environment, so I wasn’t getting used to it. I’ve just started to learn english when I was in 11th grade and it personally hard to start it at this age (but I think I was never late and running out of time). It’s why you can probably and obviously see me keeping my mouth shut up, writing in messy words, grammars, spelling, using repetitive words in speaking & writing, couldn’t translate whatever you wanted me to do it.
I’m still learning in my second language. So, I declare to my own self that I’ll use this blog not for the people, but for my learning purposes in a public setting. Then, I hopefully would commit since it feels like everyone’s watching (but definitely not unless you’re stalking me haha).
I stopped worrying, but I started learning & correcting until big comes. Wish me luck and good luck for you too!
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